I'm in that pour your heart out type a mood.

It's funny how something so perfect can seem so wrong at the same time. I don't really understand how this can happen but I'm sure that someday soon it will all make since. I'm not quite sure what tomorrow has in store for me, but i know what i want today. I wish I couls explain to you the feeling that I get when you laugh at me, or the way we can talk and it never gets old. I want you to know that I'm here. I'm waiting. And as far as I know, I'll be waiting here till your ready. Ready to face this world head on together. Even though distance maybe a challange, God can pull us through. As long as he is on our side, we've got nothin to lose. Cause sometimes I feel like you're all i got, and others we're barely hangin on. Let's try this and see, let's watch as we fly. I'm not movin, so come on take my hand we're halfway there.

Summer...

As this summer is already started... It's been amazing. It's a very different summer from all the rest. My future is in front of me now more than ever, and that in it's self is kinda a scary thing. To say that i'm excited is an understatement, but to say that i'm nervous is one too. I've already had to make choices this summer, and to be quite honest i was not a fan of making those decisions,but i had to.

Cedarville in the fall. It's sooo unreal. I've been talking about it for the past year, and now i'm about to do it. Ha. I don't think that it's actually hit me that I'm graduated as of 3 weeks ago.

This summer will be filled of memories that will last a lifetime, and freinds that maybe for the last time i will hang out with, and others who i'll be with forever. This summer will be the summer that changed my life.