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I always knew looking back on the tears would makeme laugh but i never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry...

- Unknown

FLORIDA in ...... 5 days!! oh and check out straight no chaser... they = AMAZING!!!!

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if only people would realize how true this is.

The Mask.

We wear the mask that grins and lies, It hides our cheeks and shades our eyes,— This debt we pay to human guile; With torn and bleeding hearts we smile, And mouth with myriad subtleties.
Why should the world be over-wise, In counting all our tears and sighs? Nay, let them only see us, while We wear the mask.
We smile, but, O great Christ, our cries To thee from tortured souls arise. We sing, but oh the clay is vile Beneath our feet, and long the mile; But let the world dream otherwise, We wear the mask! - Paul Dunbar.

This is one of the truest poems ever. No matter what someone somwhere can relate to this always, and forever. Trust me the mask... its not worth it.

So is it okay to not understand?

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Cedarville...

Oh mann the best weekend of my life... and of course all good things come to an end. The best part of the whole weekend was not having a schedule to go by and just doing whatever i want whenever i want. We eneded up playing this game called settlers.. haha one of the funest games ever.. .and i know that funest isnt a word but.. quite frankly idc. but anyways... so like i hung out with bri and charmaine and lisa and grace alot the whole time and it was a party. But anyways, i LOVE it and this weekend assured me that i am going to Cedarville for sure!!

CEADARVILLE part 1

So ashley and i arrived at ceadrville at 6. We ate dinner and the met charmaine at about 730. so we put ALL of our stuff in her room and i felt like we were moving in cause we had so much stuff. haha.. anyways i saw some people that helped us out in summer studies.. and its just a grand time so far!! yuppers!!

High School...

why oh why does there have to be high school drama. why can't we all just be friends. i don't understand the point of hating people and not being able to just be friends. but whatever i am over drama... DRAMA FREE!!!! haha.. yeah right now that would be the perfect life.

COLLEGE!!!

so fall break is offically in 2 DAYS!!! woot woot! i will be in the best place ever... CEADARVILLE! i am so soked because i need to get away from the burg. I cant wait cause its going to be the best weekend ever. Hopefully it will reasure me that i am doing the right thing about college, aslo i hope that i can decide what i want to do.

SENIOR NIGHT!!

we always look forward to being a senior! its sooo exciting. but now its actually here! am i ready? i hope so casue i am so excited to get started with the rest of my life! oh ashley... one word CEADARVILLE! its gonna be legit. but for now We're on a boat!!

Why can't you be here with me?

Why is it that we miss people more when they are there with us? Is it because we miss the person that they are and we want to be with them every second? Or is it because we wish that we could be with them and can't? I don't have the right answer but all i know is that this feeling is terrible. Cause there is nothing that i can do. All i can do is sit, and wait, wait for them to come back. But sometimes it feels like waiting for them is like waiting for rain in this drought, stupid and pointless.